I went out with the Romanian last night. My Latino Harley rider said we were not exclusive. That didn't last for long. He came over after I got home. He wants me to cut it off with the Romanian. And we are now seeing each other. I'm not quite sure if I know what I am getting myself into. He went into full machismo mode. He said he would fight over me if it came down to it. I certainly do not want punches thrown on my behalf. The Harley rider can be a dick when he needs to be a dick.
The Romanian seems to be more sensitive and was willing to take things slow. Am I making a big fucking mistake? Am I throwing away the chance to an emotionally healthy relationship? One not based on carnal desire. I came so hard last night. It is almost impossible to see beyond the pleasure.
How do I end things with the Romanian? I may want to be bad but I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. Does it at least deserve a phone call? I am usually the one being dumped. I am not good at gracefully ending things.
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