Things are fucked up! In the world in general but especially when it comes to love. There is heavy traffic on the dating sites right now. Everyone is looking for a hook-up. And my Harley Rider is all over the place. According to him this is still not a relationship but he bounces from extremes like a mentally unstable child.
This morning alone he said, "No one puts his cock in my pussy and your pussy is mine", along with, "Just use a condom with other guys".
I texted my ex-boyfriend yesterday. He was extremely mercurial throughout our relationship until I left him. Now ten years later he still consistently tells me he wants me back and how much he loves me. I just figured if anyone could give me some insight into the Harley Rider's brain it would be him. I worry I may just repeating the past.
I do however admit I am getting some amazing stress relief. We may be screwing with each other's heads as much as our bodies. But it is certainly fun to roll around in bed with him for hours. It has even made it easier to be around my dad. It could be alleviating some of my caretaker/family dysfunction burnout.
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After Note: Fell asleep at my Dad's because I am so tired staying up with my Harley Rider. He wouldn't let me sleep because he wanted to binge, "Curb your Enthusiasm". I don't want to watch "Curb your Enthusiasm" with my Dad. I reverted to emotional eating and wolfed down tortilla chips and ice cream. I think I need more sex.
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